I am sharing my story publicly in the hopes that my experiences may help someone who is going through this same journey. When my friend, Allen, suggested that I put together a blog and my husband, Brian, seconded that motion, I decided it was time. I am among the first to take Imfinzi (Durvalumab) for the long-term treatment of lung cancer, and by putting this out there, it may offer some insight that could help someone else make the decision to try it as well.
I am a pretty private person and I have never been one who likes a lot of attention. I have always admitted that I am somewhat of a control freak and, when I got the diagnosis, one of the first things I said to my husband was, “this is not going on social media”. Having cancer has definitely made me realize that the only thing I have control over is my attitude, which I strive to keep positive.
It is hard for me to answer the “how are you feeling” question. I would say that most days surrounding tests, chemo and radiation were “craptastic”. Now that I am on an every-other-week rotation of Imfinzi, I have good moments each day. I have days and moments that are not so good, like when my body aches from swelling or my head is pounding or my ears are ringing so loudly I sometimes hum to drown it out. These are side effects from the many treatments I have had and they may never go away. Sometimes my anxiety gets the best of me, but I try to never say, “I am having a terrible or horrible or bad day”. I am still alive and, at the moment (hopefully forever, who knows), cancer free.
I have an amazing support system in my family and friends and I wanted to recognize and thank them from the bottom of my heart. Some have spent the night with me in the hospital and at home, when my husband needed a break. Some have brought me food and fun gifts. Some have sent me numerous cards and heartfelt well wishes. Some have sat with me when I needed an ear, a shoulder, a hug. All of them have played a big part in this chapter of my life by showering me with love and prayers, and for that I am so very grateful.
Peace and Love to All!
Kat
